Deactivated all of my social media. I wish I didn't exist.

Im in tears because I feel hard to love by my parents. Seeing guys that I like, never try for me but make excuses.

I see people online and wish that I did not exist. Everytime I see people care for me, it's not for good reasons. And it gives me heartbreak. I attract the wrong kind of attention. I just don't like my life.