I just wish I f*cking mattered.
Drunk me speaking.
Ignore at best. Had a bit of weed lol. What do I do to matter? To feel like I have a value. I feel f*cking ugly. I was told that I'm bloody unattractive. I was made to feel like an option. F*ck. It hurt.
It hurt so much that I kinda wanted to rip my heart out. I left that shit. But I wish I mattered. I wish my existence meant something. I hope I did something right here at least. Don't know how long I have to deal with this shit. But I'm sorry if I've hurt anyone.
Ignore at best. Had a bit of weed lol. What do I do to matter? To feel like I have a value. I feel f*cking ugly. I was told that I'm bloody unattractive. I was made to feel like an option. F*ck. It hurt.
It hurt so much that I kinda wanted to rip my heart out. I left that shit. But I wish I mattered. I wish my existence meant something. I hope I did something right here at least. Don't know how long I have to deal with this shit. But I'm sorry if I've hurt anyone.
