I just wish I f*cking mattered.

Drunk me speaking.

Ignore at best. Had a bit of weed lol. What do I do to matter? To feel like I have a value. I feel f*cking ugly. I was told that I'm bloody unattractive. I was made to feel like an option. F*ck. It hurt.

It hurt so much that I kinda wanted to rip my heart out. I left that shit. But I wish I mattered. I wish my existence meant something. I hope I did something right here at least. Don't know how long I have to deal with this shit. But I'm sorry if I've hurt anyone.

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BrokenAbyss

You do matter but no one can give you purpose but you. I know it hurts. I don’t matter either and it has hurt for a long time. I focus on myself and it’s not less lonely but I see more clearly that it really depends on me and mattering doesn’t really matter.

MyNameIsHurl · 41-45, F

You need me to rough someone up

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BarbossasHusband · 36-40, M

I wish I didn't relate as much as I do. But at the same time, maybe that's a sign it's not as uncommon as we think? That it's (mostly) our own minds effing us up?

Idk.

PaleandPolluted · 36-40, F

I feel this a bit since lockdown something happened. Just don't feel as good about myself.

bookerdana · M

I think the person who told you that was ugly,man...I get:

Vivaci

You are awesome, and you matter to us, my friend. 💜🤗

PaleandPolluted · 36-40, F

Im told im attractive and I still don't matter so..

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