Why do you get high?

Idk anymore. It started out as a way for me to forget stuff. Escalated to stop crying. Then came a point when I felt so much and I wanted to feel nothing. I'm numb the third time in a row and it's good. I can't feel shit. I can't cry after I'm high. I'm just smiling even though it's ripping me apart within. It's just harder for me in the day as my co-workers notice me sleeping or upset all the time lol. If I could. I'll choose to be high everytime. I'm done going through the feelings.

Why do you get high? Is it for fun or for something else?

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REMsleep · 41-45, F

I'm too busy to get high and I don't use drugs but if I did it would be simply to relax and enjoy zoning out and laughing and to enhance my enjoyment maybe Marijuana nothing instantly addictive or life altering.
Getting high does not fix problems
God fixes my problems or allows me to grow thru them.
I hope that you find your way to peace.

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@REMsleep I hope so too.