Why do you get high?

Idk anymore. It started out as a way for me to forget stuff. Escalated to stop crying. Then came a point when I felt so much and I wanted to feel nothing. I'm numb the third time in a row and it's good. I can't feel shit. I can't cry after I'm high. I'm just smiling even though it's ripping me apart within. It's just harder for me in the day as my co-workers notice me sleeping or upset all the time lol. If I could. I'll choose to be high everytime. I'm done going through the feelings.

Why do you get high? Is it for fun or for something else?

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SW-User

I wish I was high. Never been. Only drunk

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@SW-User I could pour you a glass now lol. I've had a couple so far.

SW-User

@Beatbox34 I've had a few already myself. Got one more after the current one

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@SW-User Same lol. I'm enjoying the fuck out.

Had some weed earlier too.

I took a break and now I'm drinking in my parked car with music in the background lol.

SW-User

@Beatbox34 I want weed 🙃
If I weren't helping gmaw tomorrow,I'd get shitfaced, but that's gonna hhave to wait until friday

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@SW-User I hope I'm invited lol

This is what I'm having btw

SW-User

@Beatbox34 sure, just come to Norway 🤟 it's just cider for me

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@SW-User Sure lol if I could teleport.