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I've been feel a bit melancholic lately. Not as bad as things have been in the past, but bad enough to cause discomfort. Like the better my life has gotten and the more I've gotten into a better state of mind, the less familiar everything's become and the more I feel like I'm missing a big part of me.

I guess what I'm saying is that I've been so depressed for so long that now that my life has improved I feel lost - it's like I've lost something within me that I've had for so long it feels like I'm having to start over again with my life.

Does any of that make sense?
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Foreverconfused · 56-60, F
Total sense.
I try telling myself, “yesterday’s failures are gone. So I’ll start again each moment”. But start what? And in a moment, my energy is gone. Start where? And start what? Lol. Does THAT make any sense? I have a job. My life is okay. I sometimes wish it was more meaningful. Maybe I’m comparing myself to the media??? Subtly? I thought I knew better than that… hmm. So, yeah. Perspective******** And it’s hard when my health doesn’t match my mind. That’s why I’m here a lot lately. But yes, things are better. In a personal level, but the news is full of hurting filling that hurt others.