Do you feel this sudden pent up hatred for the world

I think people who are deemed "abnormal" by the society would relate. That sometimes you need a break from the prejudice and disadvantages you suffer being "abnormal" .
Abnormal could be many things - you are transgender, You are someone with disability, you are someone who has a 'Ugly' face , you are someone who has so much trauma to heal from etc etc.

Sometimes you lie on bed , and feel this immense bitterness for the world because of who You are. Why did universe choose you to be a transgender? Why did universe choose you have a body that has disability? Why did you happen to have a face that is deemed ugly by society? Why did you and only you have to heal from the trauma inflicted by you by fate ?

Its so easy and tempting to lose oneself in this hatred.

Axelerator · 31-35, M

The strength to accept these disadvantages, throw away the bitterness over the injustice and instead focus on what strengths you might have, that is a real chance to build fortitude and character.
I think there is a big advantage to most things. Say if you thought you were less attractive than average, that might end up making you more knowledgeable and even charismatic person, because you focused on yourself rather than getting into lots of dead end relationships. As an example