I used someone for sex and now I feel horrible.

It’s not like he didn’t know it was just sex, but by the end of our encounter he was talking about seeing me again. I freaked out and blocked his number.

What is wrong with me rn? 😭 My heart is so broken the pain shoots between my shoulders. I’m constantly nauseous. I hate being back in Delaware. I hate the man I loved, still love, doesn’t want to be with me because of his own unresolved pain.

I just want the hurt to STOP 😭

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gdon39 · 46-50, M

Idk what to say about how you are feeling but I can share with you that I hade a “just sex” with an ex who wanted to play. All was well and fine until she started calling me and then called me out to her friends saying I treated her like a c*m dumpster and I was no good.

She’s the one who initiated it and I tried to be sweet but look how that worked out.

Never go back