I’m suicidal yet I found true love in the first time ever my in my life and he wants to have babies with me , I have two sisters and a rabbit , I also have good friends too online who would probably miss me I’m sure my parents and family would too but that doesn’t mean I haven’t stopped planning to end my life. Mental illness doesn’t discriminate. Sometimes people loose their fight and that’s ok they are never selfish in fact they are the opposite , I found people who say it’s selfish to do nothing to help those who are suicidal. I think you need a new therapist I had one who asked why I didn’t succeed when I nearly died of suicide at 15. So yeah it’s never selfish In fact I stayed around for a while just for others and it’s not got me anywhere
