My family ruined my sleep by waking me up within the first three hours because of an issue
I needed rest.
And I have a sleep disorder.
Waking me up in the first cycle ends up with me lacking certain behavioral filters. It makes me too vulnerable and not in control.
Not dangerous, the opposite.
Sort of exposes my inner child and a self I don't like getting hurt.
It's hard to explain.
I did go back to sleep eventually but my brain is still foggy and impulsive. I can't get angry in this state but I sure should be. It's not right to wake me up like that.
Since good funny Miram is here. I will try to take care of her anyways and not let people get too close to harm her.
And I have a sleep disorder.
Waking me up in the first cycle ends up with me lacking certain behavioral filters. It makes me too vulnerable and not in control.
Not dangerous, the opposite.
Sort of exposes my inner child and a self I don't like getting hurt.
It's hard to explain.
I did go back to sleep eventually but my brain is still foggy and impulsive. I can't get angry in this state but I sure should be. It's not right to wake me up like that.
Since good funny Miram is here. I will try to take care of her anyways and not let people get too close to harm her.
