So I don't want to take medication anymore?

Purely because I can't find a stable psychiatrist and need to find other things to do with my time. Every time I try to get set up through my local hospital there is a hurdle and it falls through. I got an injection of Haloperidol in the hospital and it makes me too drowsy, I feel I was doing better without the medication but my family insists I need it. I am so sick of this situation and over it. I have a contact from the hospital I can call and I don't even feel like calling her because I am just sick of all of it.