All my therapist had to say was you were sexually assaulted and it triggered me so bad that I couldn’t move and just started crying and I literally could not move or look at her. It was the most awkward uncomfortable thing and ever since I have completely shut down, I did not want to talk to her, especially when that has happened to me as a theme throughout my life. I’ve been assaulted by both girls and guys it’s awkward and I don’t think it helps at all to talk about it. I know ppl think it’s pathetic but we’re talking when I was a child or DRUNK as shit. I was not able to do anything. And I think Gemini is right, my therapist sucks.
