They say everyone here has some kind of mental issueue

Don't feel bad. I have anxiety/panic disorder unmedicated and sometimes get unstable. I am medicated for depression with 50mg sertraline. I used to be on Clonazepam for 20 years for the anxiety then they suddenly stopped prescribed them. Withdrawal took 3 years to get over. Never will I take a benzo again. I'm never violent
But sometimes I'll go into mental tantrum of defense. Easily hurt. I hate that about myself.