I have a mental illness

For some sharing nudes and stuff is a fun activity. For me it's a compulsive act as part of my illness. That leaves me feeling stressed and guilty afterwards. If I could ask for something in life it would be to be free of this illness. To never seek this kind of attention again or get lost in the compulsion again. To have everyone I talk to and offer nudes to to just say no thank you and leave the conversation. Because that's what would be kind and good for someone like me. I try to avoid the compulsion as much as I can. I just want to heal and get better. I am on the waiting list for professional help. Please be a nice guy and help me whilst I wait. I need genuine friends not this. Thank you