Ha I had a mental breakdown at work today ha ha.... it was not fun.

Today was god awful because we were hilariously understaffed and it was busy right up until I left. People were rude and snappy and I was being snappy back because I didn't care at that point and was fed up from being treated like crap. I cried, I punched a box in the back and stood in a corner in the back as well and just cried more. On the floor I was ranting about how tired I am of dealing with ungrateful people and how I wish god gave me the strength to kill myself. I kept going on and on and on about that and I guess people were starting to stare at me. I then had a meltdown about how I just can't keep up and how I'm tired of people staring at me and that I am human and can't keep up with the volume of drink orders coming in. Mind you there were legit only me and two other people on a busy saturday afternoon which is far below what we actually need. I then cried about how they're all staring at me like I'm a slow piece of crap who should kill themself and that they're all going to yell at me. I legit was going as fast as I could and I am known for my speed at work but me having to do drive through. cafe, mobile and delivery orders by myself when it was a mad house was far too much for one person to handle.