During my darkest days dealing with kidney failure
I would find myself repeating the phrase "I don't wanna die" or "don't die" over and over again, in my head, whispering to myself, often before I went to sleep.
Then it happened, I flatlined due to complications from peritoneal dialysis, water on the lung, and pneumonia.
After recovering, and still dealing with complications, I found myself still repeating those words over and over again on occasion. Sometimes I'd add "again" at the end.
Ever since my transplant I don't think I've ever repeated any variation of those words to myself.
Just a random thought I had while having coffee this morning
[media=https://youtu.be/fsccjsW8bSY]
Then it happened, I flatlined due to complications from peritoneal dialysis, water on the lung, and pneumonia.
After recovering, and still dealing with complications, I found myself still repeating those words over and over again on occasion. Sometimes I'd add "again" at the end.
Ever since my transplant I don't think I've ever repeated any variation of those words to myself.
Just a random thought I had while having coffee this morning
[media=https://youtu.be/fsccjsW8bSY]
