I just want to go home :(

been a little over 3 weeks in hospital and for those 3 weeks, no one would tell me when I would be released and finally today, I was told that there is no release date in sight.
I hate being suck in here and feeling like time has stopped but going so fast outside. I wish there was some other girls here even though I hate to wish that upon anyone else. I'm just lonely and mopey and still so very bored.

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MrBlueGuy

I'm sorry you're still there -__- I hope you'll be released soon or at least be given some more freedom

ZashaKitty · 26-30, F

@MrBlueGuy thank you. From what I have been told, I can expect to be here for a fair while longer. No time has been set though but today I got a tiny little bit of freedom and can go out in the courtyard here, so that is good.

MrBlueGuy

@ZashaKitty Well that's a good start at least..hopefully you'll get more soon and eventually released. Do you have any friends that could come visit you??

ZashaKitty · 26-30, F

@MrBlueGuy it's been nice to sit outside. I don't really have many friends anymore which is my fault. I don't really like people seeing me in here anyway. My sister is the only one I enjoy seeing in here, but we are super close, and she never accepts me saying no to her coming here anyway lol.

MrBlueGuy

@ZashaKitty That's totally understandable I would feel the same way. And that's awesome you're close with your sister and she visits you 🥺.

I had a friend who was committed to a hopsital for a few weeks after he made some remark to his doctor and it was rough on him. Especially because he was in the psychiatric unit but he was very normal other than the fact he had some issues with depression and he talked about wanting to hurt himself. I would visit him almost every day but it was still taking a toll on him..But at least he had an end date that he was going to be released. I know it must be hard just not knowing when you'll get out but hang in there :)

ZashaKitty · 26-30, F

@MrBlueGuy I hope your friend is okay now. Being in places like this certainly can take its toll on you. Hopefully he was feeling much better when released.