How do you really see yourself?

@Raaii why?

@SW-User I used to look down on myself a lot
I've several reasons for it too
I was like an unwanted n abandoned child
Then I started to dislike part of my origin
People easily make fun of me all the time
But since I turned twenty I thought I've been really strong to be able to survive to this age so I must not be tht horrible
I'm not a cursed person but I'm quite blessed
I've never done anything bad to anyone
But I've made mistakes tht hv harmed me
I've never harmed anyone else or have done anything horrible either

So no matter what I no longer hate myself but I don't like myself either
I look myself as a okay okay person now

But to others I may seem bad or good
Then I'm like that
I'm not okay

@Raaii You've had a tough start. Be strong, until you find the love for yourself one day.

@SW-User thank you so much for the positive n genuine words
that's all I want 🙇‍♀️

@Raaii Anytime.