Witnessing someone inconsolably cry and tell you how afraid they are of losing you is heart wrenching

I haven’t stopped crying in hours, because of how incredibly powerless I feel.

“Every day, I’m scared that I’m going to come home and find you dead.”

One of my biggest fears is adding to the burden of others. So to have your friends tell you that every time they look at you it is like looking at someone who’s terminally ill, is earth shattering. I’ve never felt this guilty in my entire life. I don’t know what to do anymore.