I just realized something. The better or fitter I look the worse I’m doing because I deal with most things with exercise. Not necessarily a bad thing but not a good thing either.
100 my friend I tell myself I'm making darma so the better looks are gifts from darma(karma's opposite). Also motivated by the fact I'm not self destructive like others who dwell on their sorrows. Glad I'm not the only one with this notion about life's hardships.