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every night I drench my bed, I melt my couch in tears.

David's Psalm #6

So relatable. I used to cry myself to sleep (for 4 years, 17-21) for a boy I liked in high school. We dated only for 2 weeks lol, and then he went to America. I was in love with him, and worked on myself to be able to go to America and tell him I love him. I never looked at any other boy for 4 years, and engrossed myself in learning and studying Engineering. I passed with first class distinction.

Then, after that, when I tried to contact him, I found out that he got married.

Story of my life.
Elisbch · M
You're quite a woman! Loyal, dedicated, smart, (imho) really smart. I think you should be proud of what you've accomplished. 🤷👍🏻😊. There will be someone else deserving of your affection and loyalty. 🙂
nobodyishome · 31-35, F
@Elisbch :) :)
Tastyfrzz · 61-69, M
Yeah,...i know that feeling.
You're an engineer too? What kind?
nobodyishome · 31-35, F
@Tastyfrzz I don't know. What I designed and made was a thin film. Al-silica mulitilayers on silicon.
Tastyfrzz · 61-69, M
@nobodyishome i was making dielectric lidar galvo mirror surfaces with an ibad using a silicon wafer substrate or superflat electroless nickel plated rapid prototyped ceramic-like plastic components or schott glass blanks from Rayotek in San Diego, or 25 mil thick soda lime glass hard drive disk substrates. We'd put a strike on the surface then 1nm of aluminum a few angstroms of Ta2O5, then alternating thin layers of SiO2 and TiO2 to make a dielectric mirror. It worked great. Even got the rapid prototypes one to work but it was really tricky as the surface had to be free of strut attachments. First time it came out green then readjusted the thickness of layers and got purple, then cotton candy pink, and finally fully reflective.
nobodyishome · 31-35, F
@Tastyfrzz I understand nothing.
I know the feeling happened to me in high school.
DownTheStreet · 56-60, M
What kind of engineering?
nobodyishome · 31-35, F
@DownTheStreet Electrical and Electronics Engineering
DownTheStreet · 56-60, M
@nobodyishome great work
💔💔💔🤗🤗🤗
nobodyishome · 31-35, F
@Alhamdulillah can you believe it. 4 years for nothing. bleh.
@nobodyishome Aww sweetheart 🤗🤗 but you learned to successful at the same time and im proud of uuu🤗❤🌺
nobodyishome · 31-35, F
@Alhamdulillah I never learnt. Never learnt.
Bang5luts · M
That's sad
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nobodyishome · 31-35, F
@Jokersswild Gets better. I also have a Masters in Nanotechnology.

 
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