every night I drench my bed, I melt my couch in tears.

David's Psalm #6

So relatable. I used to cry myself to sleep (for 4 years, 17-21) for a boy I liked in high school. We dated only for 2 weeks lol, and then he went to America. I was in love with him, and worked on myself to be able to go to America and tell him I love him. I never looked at any other boy for 4 years, and engrossed myself in learning and studying Engineering. I passed with first class distinction.

Then, after that, when I tried to contact him, I found out that he got married.

Story of my life.