I am always going to be crying for you

Ik in my heart that I will take you back when you're ready. I will always love you with. Drinking n drug don't help with heartbreak I'm feeling, I just keep praying for you to come back to me, crystal every night wishing you with text me or even call. I feel like I have no reason to live on earth. 😭😭😭😭😭😭