Never ending cycle of being left behinnd

My whole life I've always been abandoned by friends and I'm always dumb enough to take them back.

Why am I always the temporary friend? I always dropped anything and everything just to be there for them when they needed me, but then I'm the one that's dropped just as easily.

Hungry? I'll buy/make you food, need money? How much? Need someone to listen? I'll listen no matter what. Bored? What do you want to do?

Cee was most recent, she has since blocked me out of nowhere and with no explanation.

At first we were great friends, talking and talking, playing our favorite multiplayer games, joking around.

Always asking for money for food, i gave her as much as i could even though I don't have much myself. Bought her things she wanted for her birthday.

This is Shelley all over again from high school.