Miss you a lot my friend
Seven years ago today, 9/30/18, my 21 year old wonderful, bubbly, caring cousin was found in a tree, she had taken her own life , senior year of college.🥺 It was simply devastating. No signs at all. Very outgoing, part of every club, social endeavors. And a great athlete. But looking back, we remembered she said she didn't feel good enough in her teen years. She was adopted and I wonder if that had any role.🙁
She was similar to me that she was a true people pleaser, and was so outgoing, that's why it was a shock. It's a toxic feeling that you have to constantly DO OR BE EVERYTHING for everyone. I miss her a lot. We went to lunch a few months before she passed and I'm SO Happy we did. I'll never forget her warm smile as we laughed. And I remember she ordered a strawberry salad. I'd give anything to have been with her that early morning, to have told her no matter WHAT was happening in life, she'd be ok and that she was worth it.
🌷😢💜
She was similar to me that she was a true people pleaser, and was so outgoing, that's why it was a shock. It's a toxic feeling that you have to constantly DO OR BE EVERYTHING for everyone. I miss her a lot. We went to lunch a few months before she passed and I'm SO Happy we did. I'll never forget her warm smile as we laughed. And I remember she ordered a strawberry salad. I'd give anything to have been with her that early morning, to have told her no matter WHAT was happening in life, she'd be ok and that she was worth it.
🌷😢💜
