I Have a Broken Heart

Its an awful feeling..my husband after being with him for 18yrs told me he never loved me when we got married..I felt like our whole relationship had been a joke and the joke was on me..he saw me as a ready made family and someone to cook, clean and be thereto be used when he chose..I walked away from him in the end after the last 5 yrs being emotionless, I didn't think it would happen for me again and I resigned myself to that..Didn't go looking then started chatting to a guy in my country on ep. That was 3 yrs ago and I moved in with him last November.don't give up hope you never know what's around the corner.

I am sorry you are hurting so badly right now. I know from experience that words don't really help. However many years ago I was where you are now. Feeling shattered, alone and not wanting to get up in the morning or go to sleep at night. I thought my life was over then. Little did I know a few years later that someone would walk into my life when I least expected it and wasn't even looking. I ended up having a beautiful life with this man, raising a family and having everything I didn't think I would. He has passed away now but I have my family, my memories and most importantly,he gave me back my dignity and self respect. I don't say it will be easy for you but I wish for you all the beautiful things in life again. ((hugs))

@Special, i know its hard to talk to people but you know what might be fun? Go to one of those Wine and Paint classes... i dont know where you are something like that helps you get out and you get to be around people and not necessarily talk to them... but you would at least get to express yourself in some way?

That's really sad. I'm so sorry you feel this way!
It will get better. Hard though that probably is to believe right now.
Pain and sadness will linger for a while. Don't worry about it, that's normal for the situation.
But there is a whole world out there!!
Full of possibility and potential !!
Ideas and places you've never even considered, await!!

Coolman have a heart...

Unfortunately Dark Lady, I have no friends. He was my best friend. I've always been an introvert and just always had a hard time making friends. Losing him has been hard, but the loneliness is killing me.

I know what its like for a relationship to end I'm dealing with it not fun

I am so sorry.

I know that has got to hurt... Been there... Words dont help but i know you probably have a good solid friend base to help you thru... Lots of love to you in your new journey! It'll get better...

You are right Coolman, but having a loved one or ones there by your side when it's time beats drawing your last breath with no one.

I'm saddened to hear that . I wish you the best of luck and hope you can mend your heart .

That sucks. Sorry you had to go through that.

I'm so sorry :( Time will heal you, I know it hurts.

you do know your alone when you die no matter what