I Have a Broken Heart

Fifteen years invested into a relationship. I tried talking to him, he wouldn't listen, I put my arms around him, he pushed me away. Without so much as a goodbye, he packed his stuff and drove away.
This pain won't leave me. The tears always come back. My heart is shattered. I'm too defeated to start over again. I never wanted to die alone.

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Primnproper · 56-60, F

Its an awful feeling..my husband after being with him for 18yrs told me he never loved me when we got married..I felt like our whole relationship had been a joke and the joke was on me..he saw me as a ready made family and someone to cook, clean and be thereto be used when he chose..I walked away from him in the end after the last 5 yrs being emotionless, I didn't think it would happen for me again and I resigned myself to that..Didn't go looking then started chatting to a guy in my country on ep. That was 3 yrs ago and I moved in with him last November.don't give up hope you never know what's around the corner.