What's the most heartbreaking thing you've ever experienced?

There's been some heartache for sure. First was each of the four miscarriages I've had. Every one of those babies was very much longed for so it was definitely something I'd describe as heartbreaking.

I think about what might have been from time to time but it wasn't God's plan. In the end we fostered and then adopted our children but the hardest was suddenly losing my husband to a brain hemorrhage.

I still see flashbacks from the events of that morning but the most heartbreaking thing ever was having to explain to my youngest son that Daddy wasn't ever coming home. The look on his face and the tears that followed when he began to understand what had happened took the biggest piece of my heart and shattered it. That is something I don't think I will ever heal from.