💔 My Heart Has Reached Its Limit

I🌹 think this might be my last post… at least for a while.
There comes a time when your soul just can’t take any more disappointment — when you realize you’ve been holding on to people who were never really holding on to you.

To you — the man who made me believe again…
You came into my life when I was at my lowest, when I had nothing left to give and nothing left to believe in. You made me feel seen, special, alive again — and I held onto every word you said because, for once, it felt real. I trusted you with pieces of my heart I thought were too broken to matter.

But then you turned cold — and your silence cut deeper than any harsh word ever could. You left me questioning everything… wondering what I did wrong! You didn’t just walk away — you ripped away the tiny bit of hope I had left. And that kind of pain doesn’t just fade… it lingers. It makes you afraid to ever believe again.

And to everyone who’s walked this journey with me, who’s comforted me through my storms — thank you. You’ve been my safe space when everything around me fell apart. I’m not leaving in anger, just in exhaustion.

I need to breathe again. To remember who I was before all the hurt.
To find the kind of peace that doesn’t depend on anyone’s words, promises, or presence.🌹

NocturnalTide · 46-50, M

This is palpable pain I have also felt. As you said, it is a pain no words can heal. The way I've found to begin healing is, when the time is right, grasp those emotions, confront them, work through them and emerge on the other side. For me, it was creative writing. Some form of deep expression will allow you to begin the process of over coning and discovering yourself again, with scars, but able to move forward.

Peek4U · M

Here is a little something I wrote years ago that helped me move on after feeling overwhelmed. Maybe you cant relate to it but I thought Id share just in case.

The Journey

The dawn breaks and you're alone
Now must accept your lifes truth
The forks in the road that led
to here
Were not the ones to choose

Adrift at sea
You challenged the tide
Ship now sunken
Must swallow your pride

The face you show
and the smiles you wear
Hide the feelings within
You dare not share

Tormented mind
Wondering why
So much to give
Yet fail each time

Can't place the blame
Accept your faults
This once chosen path
Now left alone to walk

Decision is now made
No more looking back
Many miles were travelled
On the wrong set of tracks

Light is shining ahead
Where this tunnel soon ends
Your lonely journey is over
Now your best begins….

Peek4U · M

Letting go and finding yourself may sound like shit people just toss around but I have been where you are. I thought that only gloom and sadness were destined for my life but with a little time and embracing that change is a good thing, I came out the other side. Now I feel like what I went through made my life much more appreciated and fulfilling. Hang in there, stay strong and know that you will find yourself and smile again. God Bless!