Define Marriage.
What does marriage define to you?
Sex?
Love?
or both?
or something else?
Just because you get aged and need a partner to satisfy your cravings and have fun?
At times I do feel to be lonely and being open I do say to my partner that I need some time being alone, sometimes being just with my parents or my friends or might wander off to somewhere I felt but without him and he understands. At those times I felt he is a good partner as in a sense he understands and acts accordingly. He does the same back.
We had this ocnversation once and he agreed that it was definitely the sex that attracted him to me rather than the off-time we spend and it's more or less the same with other men too while what i've felt is more or less might be the same other women too experience.
I hate to say but I would define myself as something naughty and slu**y as seen in the eyes of the society. To be honest I've started questioning the idealogy of marriage. If your partner is okay with having sex with someone else, being with someone else, having a bit of adult fun with someone else and yet be able to come back home and still be wife to him..how does that define me? My morals shifted entirely after I had this 3-some or I'd rephrase the 3-some as a reset button. Of course I did it at his back but he is no idiot, he knows about it and it's like we both don't wanna talk about it. It felt so good but it's kind of hard to compare which ine you'd love the most - sex with them or him, felt like I need both and it's in-comparable to say.
We have planned for a trip without my hubby, off to someplace - for them it's the sex while for me it's more. Sex definetly I need but being so open I do want to spend some time holding hands with them, being in public with them, having food and watching movies with them too.
Might be crazy or just being so excited for exp. it for the first time. What are your thoughts? Have you too experienced the same before??
Sex?
Love?
or both?
or something else?
Just because you get aged and need a partner to satisfy your cravings and have fun?
At times I do feel to be lonely and being open I do say to my partner that I need some time being alone, sometimes being just with my parents or my friends or might wander off to somewhere I felt but without him and he understands. At those times I felt he is a good partner as in a sense he understands and acts accordingly. He does the same back.
We had this ocnversation once and he agreed that it was definitely the sex that attracted him to me rather than the off-time we spend and it's more or less the same with other men too while what i've felt is more or less might be the same other women too experience.
I hate to say but I would define myself as something naughty and slu**y as seen in the eyes of the society. To be honest I've started questioning the idealogy of marriage. If your partner is okay with having sex with someone else, being with someone else, having a bit of adult fun with someone else and yet be able to come back home and still be wife to him..how does that define me? My morals shifted entirely after I had this 3-some or I'd rephrase the 3-some as a reset button. Of course I did it at his back but he is no idiot, he knows about it and it's like we both don't wanna talk about it. It felt so good but it's kind of hard to compare which ine you'd love the most - sex with them or him, felt like I need both and it's in-comparable to say.
We have planned for a trip without my hubby, off to someplace - for them it's the sex while for me it's more. Sex definetly I need but being so open I do want to spend some time holding hands with them, being in public with them, having food and watching movies with them too.
Might be crazy or just being so excited for exp. it for the first time. What are your thoughts? Have you too experienced the same before??
