Have you ever gone SO LONGG without affection or love...

That you start to believe it can't even be true, nevermind for you? I have been so panicked for so long that my issues would make me not enough for someone, that even things I looked forward to like flirting or dare i say sexual ideas, seem almost strange now. Silly, and unrealistic. I feel I'm a robot living in a world I can't identify almost at all anymore. 😕 And I don't WANT that. I want to feel love or touch. It has seemed so out of reach for me, that it feels it doesn't exist, at all. 😞

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JPWhoo · 36-40, M

Although I know my family loves me I have never really experienced romantic love from anyone that I was attracted to; however, I never think that it can’t be true because I see other romantic couples together all the time. But yeah, I can totally relate to the feeling that the thought of flirting or kissing or sexual things seems strange, silly, and unrealistic. Like that’s never going to happen for me.

When I masturbate I can’t even imagine myself doing something sexual with a woman because it seems so fake or unrealistic, so I always imagine an attractive woman having sex with some other guy instead.