Have you ever gone SO LONGG without affection or love...

That you start to believe it can't even be true, nevermind for you? I have been so panicked for so long that my issues would make me not enough for someone, that even things I looked forward to like flirting or dare i say sexual ideas, seem almost strange now. Silly, and unrealistic. I feel I'm a robot living in a world I can't identify almost at all anymore. 😕 And I don't WANT that. I want to feel love or touch. It has seemed so out of reach for me, that it feels it doesn't exist, at all. 😞

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AngelUnforgiven · 51-55, F

Are you dating at all or trying to meet people?

Baybreeze · 41-45, F

@AngelUnforgiven No I feel my issues of crippling PTSD make me less worth someone's time🥺 Dating involves typically different activities and my anxiety can get so chronic in various situations, I feel who would ever be with me??

AngelUnforgiven · 51-55, F

@Baybreeze I feel that there's someone for everyone and that you haven't found the right person. You need someone who can meet you where you are and accept you for who you are and all that you go through. There are people who love others through disabilities, mental health issues, addictions etc...and there will be someone who loves you. All you have to do is find each other.

Baybreeze · 41-45, F

@AngelUnforgiven Thank you ..that means so MUCH. I feel hopeless most days that I'll never be enough. I truly appreciate your caring words 🪻