You believe in love, you're just hurt. Love hurts. No matter what.

@Matt85 I think it hurts. Even loving my child hurts. It's just the nature of caring.

@ScreamingFox I think of it like the sun, or a really bright lightbulb. There's no darkness in it but things can get in the way and cause darkness. Like a planet or someones hand. It's not the light that has darkness it's the things that get in it's way.

I think I can understand what you're saying though, especially when I think about my family. Like the limitations of life and stuff.... But those are objects that get in the way of the light. It's not the light itself.

@Matt85 I don't know, my dad loved me but he was pretty abusive, I don't think that light was working lol

@ScreamingFox That abuse, which I'm sorry you went through, is an obstacle in the light. You probably wont come with me, where I'm going with this... But the love in your Dad's heart was and probably is, still pure when traced back to it's fundamental source. It was probably his personal shade, his demons that caused him to abuse you.

@Matt85 he was able to communicate that to me before he died. But still, having a child of my own, I can't imagine carrying on hurting him no matter what I'm going through.

@ScreamingFox not everyone stops the cycle like that. you're awesome.