How to feel that love is not too Good for you?

Ive felt love was just too GOOD for me for many years...I have read and heard others occasionally say it too. How can I ever find love and embrace it if I feel Its too good for me? And due to me having anxiety in my life , that will result in me having to decline social things with a guy, I feel how do I deserve love? This fear has kept me stuck a long time.
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