Been failing at everything I've tried so far since I got home

I'm extremely disheartened.

It's like everything I dab into, I fail at.

I won't give up.
I'll try something new. I'll keep trying. No matter how hopeless I feel.

I feel hopeless today. I feel that everything I'm trying is pointless. But I will not stop trying.

I'll keep trying because there is no other option.