Same. I wish I could feel that lightness of living some people seem to have. Dealing with setbacks and mistakes with a shrug instead of feeling like a failure. I wish I could talk with ease and fluidity instead of struggling to find words. And yeah, I went to live shows and I just felt like I didn't belong there. I see people dancing and singing but I don't feel it in myself. From what I heard, performers don't even want people like that there because they often want to feel positive energy of the crowd. Meanwhile I have a charisma of a wet rag.

Sometimes I wish I were on an entirely different planet.