Sometimes I wish I could be someone else…

I feel like maybe I’d be better or more productive or like I’d have a better life than being who I am. I’ll hear a song or a band and ill wish that I was someone who could be the type of person who likes “that”, but I’m not, it’s not part of my storyline; it’s not something I like, something that resonates with me, but I wish “it” did. I’ll see people at music festivals or events that look fun, and I’ll wish that I was there. I wish that I had “whatever it is” that motivates them to be there. I’ll wish that I had the money to go; if I was someone else maybe I wouldn’t have ended up as someone who lives paycheck to paycheck. Sometimes I wish I could be someone else bc I feel like I’m missing out on stuff….but maybe I’m not?