I cannot sleep
I hope heaven has the internet.
I nodded off for a moment. I heard my mind calling your name over and over, then I heard it scream and my heart burned for a moment. I woke and…I have no impulse to cry.
All I can do is live in this.
I am okay as long as I don’t feel love. If I feel love in my heart the loneliness and sorrow that comes with it is unbearable. I need you.
The fact that I cannot see you, hear your voice…and braid your hair…I cannot tolerate this separation.
I nodded off for a moment. I heard my mind calling your name over and over, then I heard it scream and my heart burned for a moment. I woke and…I have no impulse to cry.
All I can do is live in this.
I am okay as long as I don’t feel love. If I feel love in my heart the loneliness and sorrow that comes with it is unbearable. I need you.
The fact that I cannot see you, hear your voice…and braid your hair…I cannot tolerate this separation.
