Every time I feel like buying alcohol

I'm gonna take the money I would have spent on it, and stick that away in savings.

I think this whole thing that happened with my dad has given me a different outlook on life in general. I don't want to let life break me the way it broke him. I don't want to succumb to my depression. I want to stop drinking, start working out, clean up my diet, build my savings, and possibly explore going back to school.

I'm starting small. But I'm starting.