Why is it that sometimes we do feel sorry, but something stops us from saying it out loud?
In some cases, it's pride. In other instances, it's fear.
Mostly for me, I am not sure if apologizing is the right thing to do. Not to use the excuse that my feelings are valid (even if they are), but because my inside is crying out that something needs to change but I know I have no reason to expect change from the other person.
I don't deserve bad treatment. But then again, neither does the other person.
It's a hard compromise when I feel accountability is one sided. But then again, I do not know what it's like to be a parent of a child like me.
(sigh)
Someone please teach me how to do life and thrive.
Mostly for me, I am not sure if apologizing is the right thing to do. Not to use the excuse that my feelings are valid (even if they are), but because my inside is crying out that something needs to change but I know I have no reason to expect change from the other person.
I don't deserve bad treatment. But then again, neither does the other person.
It's a hard compromise when I feel accountability is one sided. But then again, I do not know what it's like to be a parent of a child like me.
(sigh)
Someone please teach me how to do life and thrive.
