I feel like I’ve been cursed as if I’m not able to be loved until I figure out what I should’ve done in a past life. Or as punishment for whatever I did in my Past life. Not me but my spirit
I felt that way for a long time, but the resolution involved situations in this lifetime, not my previous lives. I'm still not very lovable, only loved by a few humans, but those I treasure greatly
So do I. I read in the book of revelations about god having somewhat against the church for letting go of its first love, so I decided to get drunk. Like rum?