it's the worst vent post I'll make here but I just want to say that , please don't gossip, it's more like a request, gossip doesn't help to connect

with people, it's more like a total wastage of time, you can't count on them, they don't care and most of the time I'll just sit silent and then feel guilty about why was I even listening to all this *hits , they say girls gossip a lot but it's not true always, I feel like a culprit, it's just useless, I shouldn't participate in gossips

If there's that much of a free time available just talk to people who care , fir example elders in family, ther must be someone who cares and waits for you and if you're that fateless like me then just meditate in silence, it's better to be alone and observe certain important things about life, you can think in deep, just don't waste your precious time n energy in useless gossips , it'll not lead you anywhere in life, its no achivement, it's nothing to brag about, they talk random and remember; it's a reminder, when you're absent you're also one of their topics, there's nothing honest, nothing to feel good, just don't gossip

be a bee