Flew back home yesterday.
Nice to be back
Partner does more stupid shit
Over and over again I get hurt
Luckily my mom is taking me away for a couple of weeks for some “me” time.
I feel like my heart breaks every day
And he then says sorry and it’s supposed to make it all go away
I feel distant
And alone in my own house even though there are four of us in total.
I feel numb most of the time
Like I can’t even cry
I don’t feel like eating
Or I feel the total opposite and want to be rally reckless and get drunk.
My eyes hurt from suppressing tears all the time
Just want to sleep
Partner does more stupid shit
Over and over again I get hurt
Luckily my mom is taking me away for a couple of weeks for some “me” time.
I feel like my heart breaks every day
And he then says sorry and it’s supposed to make it all go away
I feel distant
And alone in my own house even though there are four of us in total.
I feel numb most of the time
Like I can’t even cry
I don’t feel like eating
Or I feel the total opposite and want to be rally reckless and get drunk.
My eyes hurt from suppressing tears all the time
Just want to sleep