I Want To Write A One Word Story

@bhatjc I like my collar, leather and very...not simple, just idk....it seems more like a dog collar than one thats been styled xD

lol Sarah, every imaginable combination of bodily positions, x4. 2 male and 2 female. This particular one that happened was pretty mild. Not that more won't ever... but we had a lot of time factors, it was the same weekend family was in town for my daughter's birthday, we had another friend over to play board games and it was already super late and he just. wouldn't. leave. I was playing footsy with them both under the table the whole time. Meanwhile, all of us were getting trashed. Alcohol is liquid courage. At least another hour after he left i got the guts to kiss her. It was all pretty smooth from there :) My first girl kiss in 10 years. *sigh

The poly thingy: a longer short story. sorry, i'm really not good at brevity.

My high school boyfriend and I dated for almost 3 years. I was his 3rd kiss and his first f***. He was my second, though I had fooled around with mutual M with several other BFs prior. I never felt a sense of ownership or jealousy, and at one point we were talking and sharing late at night and I told him I wanted him to experience more, especially since he's really only been with me. We had an open relationship for 5 or 6 months, as long as the new person was approved i advance by the other. He and I made out with a good friend of ours, the two of them grew closer and he broke up with me for her. I wasn't mad that he picked her, just sad that he left me over it. The whole point of Polyamory is recognizing that you are capable of loving, whole-heartedly, more than one person at a time. We dated again a while after that but it was nearing college and we were going very different directions, so it fizzled within a week or two of college starting. I wanted to explore and I wanted him to be happy, and a thousand miles is a lot.

In college, i had a hard time finding anyone to love me back with the fullness I brought to a relationship. everyone I dated was emotionally attached to an ex. I gave up on the idea of being poly largely out of exhaustion from just trying to find ONE. Then I was in the honeymoon phase with my husband, which lasted 3+ years, and for that time, I didn't feel like I wanted or needed anything else. So I thought the polyamory was a passing phase.

Then i started having difficulties regarding low drive, about 7 years ago, and the only thing that helped me was reading smut novels. But the interest in female and other companionship was really the force behind the low labido. I had been so faithful I refused to so much as fantisize about another person until then. He and I started watching porn together, my tastes are far more risque than his, but he seems to like that i'm like this.

more to come

It's open and Jill we would love you and frosty, Lady to join us there in privacy and you will be treated special for sure. All lovely girls there. If you want to invite a special friend to accompany you, that is all fine. We have no rules except no one leaves before they "come" <3 I never could spell ;)

Well we get the point. Like I said all I need is an email and you will get a personal invitation and the fun starts. You decide when it ends. The door is never locked from the inside.
Anyway no pressure let me know..Jill can I get a kiss? <3

Yes I have seen you a few time LadyJune and alwasy a different look and one more beautiful that the other. You are amazing :X

Flower the kiss was for Lorna. She had a great day meeting you and made sure I gave you a kiss for her. I love these tough assignments. ;)_

Well we are both college students and are looking to expand our boundaries.
We love to play so this venue seems a good fit.
I am 21 and Lorna is 18.
I am bi and Lorna has a thing for sexy older women as well but women who have taken care of themselves. I don't want to sound rude but we only want to interact with people like you. We are both cute and we want to with other who are like us.

Jill I have created a Chatzy room "Candy Room" for the occasion that we have more than two people wanting to play. There will always be Me and Lorna but we can handle a group for special play without eyes watching us.
Plus Lorna is so hot. She reminds me of June actually and both are lovely.

Well my baby Lorna is out of town until Monday so why don't we set a date for Monday to play. I and Lorna are into pretty much anything so we would love it.

Ok, I've seen plenty of three ways, but never a four way xD I'm trying to picture it, I'm probably doing it badly though xD

I play coy only because I'm never sure how easily someone is spooked or turned off. Being direct is much appreciated ;)

I'm here, sorry, just got a short idea for something else to make a note of. I feel like it's a strange process of "moving back in"

Is there anything you'd like to know about me as we start introducing ourselves and get to know each other better? I'm basically an open book, with the singular exception of identifying information ;) While my husband knows i'm poly, I don't need all extended friends, family, and coworkers knowing too.

So appropriate my playlist goes to "Girls like Girls" ;)
I won't let you down Jenny. Seriously though, you won't get a break.

Oh Jill Lorna would love you. You should consider joining us as at some time? :X

I am quite smitten with you. It's an old word my mother uses but I like the sound. Smitten sounds so innocent and sweet. <3

Hi Lorna! It sounds like I have the pleasure of talking to 2 lovely women. You sound very enticing.

Cool, thanks for sharing.
I'm 31, but I get asked constantly how old I am. Hubby does too, he's 36.
(I was pregnant with our daughter at 28. I was stopped by a gentleman during an event,he didn't mean it rudely but he asked how old I am because I looked too young to be pregnant, like, he thought still high school *lol- It's a complement to get carded for alcohol, or to enter the mall on a friday night

Who want's to play a text game? "Never never have I ever" or "2 truths and a lie"?

both are for sharing and learning about each other. Never never have I ever, we take turns saying something we haven't done. It can be something simple like "I've never been to another country" or it can be sexual. If someone else says something you have done, you lose a point. first to zero.. wins?

2 truths and a lie is just that, we each share 2 facts about ourselves, and one lie, and the others have to guess which one is false.

EGH! You're all wrong. I never came out as Bi to my parents.
This should be a drinking game. Or a stripping game. That would be better. ;)

Jill I taste like that because I always wear candy cane lipstick. Frosty I so understand. I hate it when my word makes me actually work. ;)

Thanks Lady. Jill you hearted my story..so sweet

we're gonna need the conference room!

It's always fun chatting with such...nice ;) people ;)

Hugs are nice ;) don't worry I know, but what about kisses? ;)

It is something I got into and now it is like a tasty treat. You will see and make a decision. No one in our room is ever asked to stray from their comfort level.
Now Lorna has no comfort level. She lives to be used.
Funny in the real world she leads me around like a little puppy dog.

i'm not melting...it's something else *blush*

is that what you meant? *blush*

You can be my sweet little pet Sarah. Promise I'll be good to you

ooooooooo!

Everything June ;)

that sounds fun!!!!

Naughty mind jill. me too..so frosty raining or "raining?" <3

you're welcome! *hug*

It took forever for me to get the guts to bring up the concept of a 4-way with my husband. Eventually I did, there was a ton of back and forth. He's so shy and such a serial monogomist. But we all worked up the guts and we fooled around the next time they visited. As conversations progress, it sounds strongly like the other couple is in a similar headspace as I am. I want solid relationships, not flings, not one-night stands. They both regularly use the words "We love you" to myself and to us both. Hubby is working through the emotions and comfortability still...

that game sounds fun frost ;)

yummy..perfect answer fronsty ;)