I miss freedom and spontaneity.

I’m sorry this chapter is lasting so long for you. I wish I could wave a magic wand and life could return to “normal” for you, whatever that normal means to you.

Unfortunately my own chapter of survival has left me with the inability to trust my own body. I try not to let that diminish my being present in the moment of normalcy that’s been gifted back to me, but I also know how everything can be fine one minute and completely sideways the next. It’s an unshakable feeling of fear because I’ve been unfortunate to have it look me in the eyes for too long, like it’s etched a piece of itself within me.

I do hope to one day be so immersed in life and the beauty it holds that it greatly lessens the echoes of that fear. And I hope that even more so for you 💞

Nobody knows exactly what it feels like..I do have a SiL with PD and one of my best friends,the artist woman has Parkinsons Disease..its so cruel and awful to be apart of even as a spectator☹

IF giving blood would reverse it,I'd line up tomorrow,and I'm sure I'm not alone,but .....Idk hoow to continue

If you can't go to the fun, the fun has to come to you. I'll even let you be Beyonce and thats saying a lot

@CountScrofula grab ya banjo

Yeah people take too much for granted

There is no fun in life anymore, it seems.