I Do Not Need Pity, I Just Need To Vent

I don't think I can be in a relationship honestly even though I probably need one I mean the people I meet in the real world are optimists and I'm a damn pessimist I can imagine how hard it would be for the optimist to deal with the pessimist I mean negativity can get to a person I can't believe honest with a person I just met about my views and shit I mean that might scare them away