I hate being a girl it is ruining my life.
So for details, I turned 14, my names Val, I love sports like MMA and gym and yeah I'm here to vent it's my first time here idk.
So..
I hate being a girl.
Oops, did I stutter? I'm gonna repeat. I HATE BEING A GIRL.
I hate how i bleed every single damn month. I hate my body is made for pregnancy. i hate that im biologically weaker. i hate that i was DESTROYING MY GODDAMN BODY SINCR WHEN I WAS 7. IN SPORTS. JUST TO GET AVERAGE RESULTS IN STANDING BROAD JUMP. I hate how i feel weak. I hate how my body is objectified. I hate how i feel like my only destiny was to have kids. I hate how i entered puberty early which caused me to struggle with weight gain, body inage issues, face image issues, ect and how my body overall turned against me and forced me to grow up too fast. I hate Crhistianity and other religions that belittle women. I haze how God created me and women. I hate it. I HATE EVERY SINGLE BIT OF MY LIFE. IF I WAS BORN A BOY IT WOULD BE SO EASY. An unattractive boy can pulla girl easy, an slightly looking weird girl? Avoided. Living in world of patriarchy sucks. I never can know how truly strong I am. I wish people viewed me as strong mentally and physically and not soft and fragile. I hate it when I ask whats good about being a girl the answrr is always : "Ohh we can handle pregnancies!! We are emotional!!" i hate how there are so many misogynists out there its painful I hate how It can't just be easy for us I hate how we have unnecesary cellulite I hate how soft and fragile I feel no matter how much I do MMA and gym I still feel weak cause of my biology. I did kykoshin 3 years, swimming 2 years, gymnastics 2 years, judo 1 year, grappling 3 months, MMA a month and gym not sure but I was destroying my body just to have average results in strenght like standing broad jump 180cm and grip strenght 31 kg. I hate being so soft and sensitive. I hate myself. I hate how I will have to deal with menopause after peripd is finished. I hate when people look at me instead of thinking what future I'll have ITS ALWAYS ME HAVING KIDS AND ME BEING MOTHER AND WHEN I SAY NO THEY SAY "You are 14 you will chanhe your mind" SHUR UP SHUT UP SHUT UP I HATE YOU ALL AND I HATE MYSELF. My own body and biology disgusts me.
being a girl disgusts me. It ruined me, especially early puberty. I started to hate myself more and more each day. My own body is against my own mind. I hate myself. I wish I was born a boy, when people try to change my mind the only positive aspect of a woman they see is that we can handle childbirth, that we are emotionally intelligent or whatever and only reduced to rhat.
If I was a boy, life would be so easy. I'm not even trans but if I was a boy my life would have been better. This world is made for men. I hate it.
So..
I hate being a girl.
Oops, did I stutter? I'm gonna repeat. I HATE BEING A GIRL.
I hate how i bleed every single damn month. I hate my body is made for pregnancy. i hate that im biologically weaker. i hate that i was DESTROYING MY GODDAMN BODY SINCR WHEN I WAS 7. IN SPORTS. JUST TO GET AVERAGE RESULTS IN STANDING BROAD JUMP. I hate how i feel weak. I hate how my body is objectified. I hate how i feel like my only destiny was to have kids. I hate how i entered puberty early which caused me to struggle with weight gain, body inage issues, face image issues, ect and how my body overall turned against me and forced me to grow up too fast. I hate Crhistianity and other religions that belittle women. I haze how God created me and women. I hate it. I HATE EVERY SINGLE BIT OF MY LIFE. IF I WAS BORN A BOY IT WOULD BE SO EASY. An unattractive boy can pulla girl easy, an slightly looking weird girl? Avoided. Living in world of patriarchy sucks. I never can know how truly strong I am. I wish people viewed me as strong mentally and physically and not soft and fragile. I hate it when I ask whats good about being a girl the answrr is always : "Ohh we can handle pregnancies!! We are emotional!!" i hate how there are so many misogynists out there its painful I hate how It can't just be easy for us I hate how we have unnecesary cellulite I hate how soft and fragile I feel no matter how much I do MMA and gym I still feel weak cause of my biology. I did kykoshin 3 years, swimming 2 years, gymnastics 2 years, judo 1 year, grappling 3 months, MMA a month and gym not sure but I was destroying my body just to have average results in strenght like standing broad jump 180cm and grip strenght 31 kg. I hate being so soft and sensitive. I hate myself. I hate how I will have to deal with menopause after peripd is finished. I hate when people look at me instead of thinking what future I'll have ITS ALWAYS ME HAVING KIDS AND ME BEING MOTHER AND WHEN I SAY NO THEY SAY "You are 14 you will chanhe your mind" SHUR UP SHUT UP SHUT UP I HATE YOU ALL AND I HATE MYSELF. My own body and biology disgusts me.
being a girl disgusts me. It ruined me, especially early puberty. I started to hate myself more and more each day. My own body is against my own mind. I hate myself. I wish I was born a boy, when people try to change my mind the only positive aspect of a woman they see is that we can handle childbirth, that we are emotionally intelligent or whatever and only reduced to rhat.
If I was a boy, life would be so easy. I'm not even trans but if I was a boy my life would have been better. This world is made for men. I hate it.
