I just want to tell this here because idk what my friends might think lol

So i lit have the supermarket in front of my house and I lit go like 5 times a week because we buy so much stuff and yeah, the thing is I just saw like- last year that there was this guy working as a cashier during the weekend, and the first time I saw him was like- prob january of 2023? well the thing is HIS VOICE IS SO SO SO HANDSOME??? Idk how to describe it but he has this like " hello lady " deep sweet voice and Ive just been having this platonic crush on him ( because I just know he is older then me for like prob over 3 years and more ( prob he is between 20-25)) and I kinda think he has smt onto me bcuz when I go into the supermarket and he is there he really just like stares at me, whenever I walk pass the cashier he is at or a hallway where he can see he REALLY stares at me and today lit some 20 minutes ago I went and he was there and OML I JUST KNOW THERE HAS TO BE SMT ON HIS MIND CUZ I was at this other cashier infront of him and when I was heading out I just wanted to take a look AND WE MADE EYE CONTACT AND I JUST GOT SO NERVOUSE!!!!!, in 2023 I was in highschool and now im at uni so it is legal but I just cannot stop blushing over it, Ive tried to look for his social media but cant find a single thing and speaking to him makes so nervouse like- I barely look at him when I go to his station and just say hi and goodbye, we´ve had lots of chitchats though- and OMG i just wanted to vent here cuz idk what my friends might think- so yeah IM DYING!!! 😻