Personal rant about life

I feel like I'm just working till I die. Not particularly passionate about what I do, it's just a job. My kids see a Dad that isn't there much. When I look in the mirror I see someone who's gotten older and is back to being as financially screwed as I was in my 20's.

I'm to young to feel like I'm waiting for death, to old for.... I'm not even sure what. Starting over again, again? Little interest in a lot