Personal rant about life

I feel like I'm just working till I die. Not particularly passionate about what I do, it's just a job. My kids see a Dad that isn't there much. When I look in the mirror I see someone who's gotten older and is back to being as financially screwed as I was in my 20's.

I'm to young to feel like I'm waiting for death, to old for.... I'm not even sure what. Starting over again, again? Little interest in a lot

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Miram · 31-35, F

I can lay down bunch of suggestions, at the end of the day there are thousands and thousands of people and families living exactly like this. Including the prevalence of one absent parent..

And it is not even your fault!!

I talked about this earlier. Unless you have enough financial help you are going to be suffering this way to provide. Sure, family can adopt little bit minimalism and give you enough time to sit with yourself, but it won't be enough. It is like feeding your motivation scraps.

The flaw is how we built our civilizations and economics. It is structured in a way that benefit the one percent and the rest just waste away..