Sounds like your Mom is having a mid-life crisis, and is thinking a LOT more about herself and how attractive she still is to the opposite sex than she is thinking about you.

Since your DAD kicked her out, I don't think you can say that she abandoned you. And how is it your DAD can fall apart in front of you while kicking your mother out the door. Seems to me that DAD had at least something to do with the situation. MOM wouldn't be looking for love or affirmation elsewhere if DAD had been a good partner.

Anyway...just realize that Moms should never be put up on a pedestal and no one, including their children, should expect them to be anything other than human.

I am sorry for you.

I’m so sorry, if you need anyone to talk to, I’m always here.

Mine kicked me out when i was 7 used her foot and everything